I’m 31 year old now. When the day of my birthday, many people asked me “When will you get married ?”. I just smile and no answer come from my mouth. And for some people I answer “May be yes, may be no” (hahaha……… like an advertisement on TV). But to my close friend, I answer straight forward “I won’t get married, I’m happy being like this”, I mean I’m happy being single like this.
I told to one of my friends that my ex-boy friend asked me (again) to marry me, but I (still) refuse it. My friend said “Why ? You should accept his asking, you should take advantage on it”.
I just smiled and said nothing. Then I think deeply….. Why people say as if they knew what the best for me, what makes me feel happy, as if they knew what I want in my life.
The one who knows what can make me happy is only me, myself. No one knows……..
I’m happy now, indeed, and the one who knows that I feel happy is only me, myself. No one can feel it……….
Cause this happiness is mine……….
